The Juggler
He hasn’t much money.
He can balance a ball or pin
on his right or left stump
for whole moments in time.
It’s keeping things in air
that’s killing him.
It’s the thought
of lifting a strand
of hair from the face
of his sleeping daughter.
It’s remembering
the way he kept the sky
confused with falling
and rising objects, dazzled
too young by the way they held
for a moment, above,
before falling back
to his open palms.
As a boy he danced
the streets, his eyes to the sky
following always
what his hands hurled into it.
Never once did he notice
the dirt beneath his feet.
It’s remembering the crowds,
the way they gathered,
the way they left believing
their lives less complicated.
Tonight he’s wrapping
his stumps in rags.
He’s remembering how
to take one hand
in the other,
to bow his head
and close his eyes
when talking to his God.
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